Friends

Have you ever been disapointed in someone? like, i have been disapointed in myself, my mom, my brother, and my dad, but my friends have never really given me anything to be disapointed about...well that is, until recently. back in high school, in my junior year, i befriended four people, i had known them for about a year, but we never really got to "hang-out" together before my junior year. My friends were Tara, Felicia, Leah, and Lauren. they were the dynamic quad, and i owe a lot to them, because they taught me tons of things about fiendship, and normality and stuff like that. Lauren was like the coolest person ever, she listened to cool music, and wasn't a biotch to everyone she met, but instead, tried to give everyone a chance, and get to know them. Felicia was the same too, she was like the sister i never had...so was tara. tara was the first one of the group that i befriended, we had an art clas together, and we would draw animals mixed together ad give them names and sounds...well, tara and i were friends. Leah was one of the group that i never really got to know. she wasn't mean or anything, but i just didn't really ever talk to her enough to know her. ok, back to the disapointment, the four of them graduated in 2006, and went to various schools, and jobs. Lauren went to purdue, and the rest stayed in Lebanon, Tara and Felicia made an attempt at college, but felicia missed 80% of her classes, and tara had no drive when it came to the matter of school. Leah never went to school, andi think she works now, but i could be wrong. well here we go. tara is moving to California, and so Felicia decided to throw her a going away party at James B's house, and i was invited! so i went, and when i got there tara and felicia were drunk off their asses, and smoking...I don't know why it did, but the fact that two of my friends were making such bad decisions really got to me. But i put on a happy face, and tried to have a good time...then tara's older brother Derek asked me if I wanted a beer, I said no thanks. I don't want to become something I can't controle, and i don't want to start any bad habbits. I just really hope that tara andfelicia don't ruin their lives, because they have the most potential to do something great with their lives, and if they do something to ruin it, the consequences could be really big, like jail, or something...I just hope that i don't wake one morning to a report saying that two people died because of something stupid...